My classmates think they are one and the same
Please, I need to prove a point. It would mean a lot to one of my very depressed and suicidal alters.
"You’re not depressed! You’re an emo attention whore!"
"You’re bi-polar? So you’ll just randomly get angry then happy in two seconds?"
"A.D.D.? So you’re a hyper spaz?"
"Multiple personalities make you a freak!"
"You’re faking it!"
Yes, multiple personality disorder is real.
Yes, schizophrenia can happen.
Yes, depression can be severe.
Yes, panic disorders are a real condition.
Yes, OCD is a real problem.
Yes, PTSD can be hard to deal with.
Yes, Bipolar Disorder is an actual disorder
Fuck no, these people don’t need to be locked up forever. These people are not overreacting or faking it, and if you think so, shut the fuck up.
Bad flare up. Probably should of gone to hospital but then I have to call my son and he wouldn’t want to take me. I’m a bother to him. I don’t belong anymore. He has a big family they all celebrate together. I’m left out. I don’t feel like his mother anymore. He never wants to see me or spend time with me. I’m no good because I don’t have money. I’m always gonna be the bad guy now I guess? I don’t know why they all hate me so much?? They have no idea what really went on. It so unfair for them to judge me. This has all given me suicidal thoughts lately. I’m fighting them. Trying to remember that Gods got this and he’s getting ready to lift me up in a great favor here on Earth!! I love God and trust him. I love my son and pray for him every night!
I pray that God takes me home tonight!